And the darkness
is spiritual.
The
beginning of Advent is marked by the excitement and unquenchable optimism that
Christ is coming to reign…we sing ‘Lo! He comes…’
However,
this year I’ve found myself (not unlike the passage of Lent) becoming steadily
more gloomy spiritually as the season has progressed. Instead of the dimmer
effect – steady growth from dark to light – it’s been a gradual darkening: from
dark to darker! And I think it’s John Donne’s fault:
Tis the year’s midnight, and it is the day’s,
Lucy’s, who scarce seven hours herself unmasks;
The sun is spent, and now his flasks
Send forth light squibs, no constant rays;
The world’s whole sap is sunk
These are
his opening words from ‘A nocturnal upon St Lucy’s Day’
Traditionally,
St Lucy’s Day, 13 December, was regarded as the shortest day of the year –
hence the idea of the “year’s midnight”…and the evocative assessment that “the
world’s whole sap is sunk”.
St Lucy is a
4th century martyr. Around Lucy certain legends have developed, not
least the persistent idea that her eyes were removed before her death. However,
this idea is unfounded, and absent
in the many narratives and traditions, at least until the 15th century. But it’s
rather poetic isn’t it. This beautiful young maiden, whose name, Lucy, is
derived from the Latin for light (lux), has the one thing removed that casts
light within – her eyes. She is, before death, consigned to darkness.
Liturgically,
St Lucy’s day is followed by St John of the Cross Day who famously penned the
poem, ‘The Dark Night of the Soul’. Happy.
Indeed, not
only does St John’s poetry witness to the darkness that so often engulfs the
human spirit, thrusting us into realms and periods of detachment and
difficulty, seasons of isolation, even from God, when all is dark about us. But
St John’s life itself witnesses to the darkness that accompanies walking with
Christ. He was jailed in a
monastery, where he was kept under a brutal regimen that included public
lashing before the community at least weekly, and severe isolation in a tiny
stifling cell measuring ten feet by six feet; not what you’d call palatial. Rarely,
he was permitted an oil lamp, and he had to stand on a bench to read his prayer
book by the light through a hole in the wall. He had no change of clothing and
a meagre diet of water, bread
and scraps of salt fish. A very real and no doubt soul-searchingly depressing
period of darkness.
And then as
if these two saints of the church were not enough, we were all confronted with
the darkness of human nature in the massacre at Sandy Nook Elementary School.
Sadly, the murder of 20 children only made me weep, and remember the Holy
Innocents…Why, Lord? Why such darkness? How do we as Christians sing “my heart
is full of admiration…” and so on, when we are confronted with evil?
On the same
day I had a few hours to myself in the evening and possessed by a curious mood
I decided to watch ‘Schindler’s List’ and so was plunged into more soul
searching as I pondered afresh the torment
and horror of the Final Solution and the death camps.
Whatever
hopefulness that greets Advent, it has given way to a despair that accompanies the
frank realisation of the state of the world. A spirit of evil and darkness seems
to brood over the lives of man.
But in fact,
maybe this is precisely the correct trajectory we take in Advent.
As I’ve
remarked before, Advent is NOT about imagining we live in the Before Christ
times; make-believing that we are shepherds and wise men waiting for the
Messiah. No.
But something has to happen to our Advent cry. To sanctify and purify it.
At the end
of the liturgical year we reflect on the lives of the saints and the promise of
eternal life in God’s presence in heaven: the last and eternal things. This
naturally gives way to Advent where we begin the year eagerly expecting Christ’s
coming. We are often expressly admonished to be joyful in this season. We are
told – this is not a second Lent. We are reminded that the season is not
penitential in nature.
Really?
I would
contend that any serious engagement with the Advent readings, and much of this
is in Isaiah, makes us reflect on the nature of our fallenness:
“The earth lies polluted under its inhabitants” (Isa. 24:5)
“He [man] cannot save himself” (Isa. 44:20)
The prophet
points at the sins of indolence and laziness (47:8), of sorcery and astrology
(47:12f.), of idolatry and pride (44:9-23; 47:7). The prophet says sin is
rebelliousness “from birth” (48:8b).
In essence,
we frequently and persistently turn away from God: we forget him (Isaiah
51:13).
Perhaps it is entirely fitting that this period from 13th to 21st December represents the dark heart of winter (and why the counterpoint of Gaudete Sunday is so refreshing. My friend Bryony preached on this on 16th December). This week is the grim core of Advent, when we are finally worn down by the weather, the world, sin and our adversary, the Devil, who features in our readings from Thessalonians. We are afflicted on every side. Like the Psalmist, David, we might well say, “I am in the midst of lions; I am forced to dwell among ravenous beasts…”(Psa 57:4)
And then
when I look inside…I realise I am one of those lions, I am one of the beasts. I
am my own darkness.
So what do
we do?
We cry that
great Advent exclamation: WAKE UP, DO SOMETHING, LORD! SAVE US (Isa. 51:9)
And the
beautiful truth of this season is this: the hope of a world redeemed can only
be sustained when we have in our heart the truth of a promise fulfilled: a baby
born. We can only trust God to be faithful, because he was faithful to his
promises of old to come into the world to comfort and console us. And it gets
better!
“We know
that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with
Jesus” (2 Corinthians 4:14).
Advent is
viewed through the lense of Christmas. Advent Hope is assured because of the
Christmas Incarnation, and the Christmas Incarnation set into motion the life
that leads to real life. Christmas is seen through the lens of Easter. Easter
is the feast of feasts.
I am
consoled and comforted this Advent because I am reminded once again that Jesus
is coming back to judge and redeem the world. I can trust this will happen because
God is faithful. His faithfulness is proven in the nativity – he fulfilled his
promise – that God would come to save us. And this is THE great promise – that God
would defeat the evil that came into the world – a defeat seen in the EASTER
triumph.
So, John
Donne, you may well be right. The world’s sap has sunk – and sadly we see signs
of this decay day by day. But hope…hope is what drives us on. The hope of a
Son: a son to save, to redeem, to judge, to comfort and console. A son who
came, who died, who rose, who ascended, and who will come again.
A light. A
light that has come into the darkness. And will never go out.